☆ 4/19/25, 8:11 PM ☆

hello !! i haven't updated this site in a gajillion years, and i just remembered how fun coding this was. i have the huge urge to remake my entire index by itself just because i feel like the current index is so effing ugly.. but im way too lazy to do it since my site has overlays and stuff like that. how annoying..

anyways, the last two months have been pretty interesting. i actually have a few things to talk about unlike the time i forgot in the last entry.

- ive recently gained a huge fixation earlier this month, which is sims 4. ive been playing for like two ish weeks and i have 100 hours, which im praying isn't bad enough to make me look like a basement dweller LMFAO
- ive made a new friend, and we're already super close. we were mutuals for a few months already but what led us to become real friends was i am music (which was fucking buns by the way) and ever since then we've been talking pretty much all day everyday. i think this guy is really cool and i pray to god that nothing will ever make us fall out

now for a story about something this month that i didn't like..
for a bit of background information i'm in this club at school that's led by one of my closest friends, let's call them person A. ive been going there since the second club meeting and even though i'm not officially club staff i still like to help out a lot.
now.. fast forward to like two weeks ago, i was in the club with a bunch of my other friends, and around one to two people i didn't know. one of those people was a person that A didn't like at ALL for very personal reasons and afaik they've never been to the club up until like february or march i think? but anyways i already knew this person was shit but i decided to try and put my distaste towards them to the side in order to keep negative tension away from our club activities.. which if anything i shouldnt have because this person was being so fucking hostile towards me the entire time, disguising genuine insults as "jokes" and constantly calling me greedy. i wouldnt have minded this if they were my friend, but keep in mind i do not fucking know this person personally so i could very much tell that they weren't actually joking. then the most annoying part came around during the last time i was in club, when i suggested (and have been suggesting for the longest time) that we should ask the teacher who used the same classroom for access to the smart tv in order to play music, watch movies, etc. which is what we ended up doing. like 10 mins into the youtube video we were watching i decided to ask my friends if they wanted to listen to a song that most of us knew, and pretty much all of them agreed so i walked up to the computer to switch to the song. next thing i know the dumbass bitch who was irking me earlier comes back from the bathroom, sees me trying to change it, tries to lecture me on "not playing inappropriate stuff" (the fucking song was popipo btw, yes basic but bare with me) and literally grabs me to pull me away while i'm trying to explain to them that i'm not trying to do anything inappropriate + everyone agreed that i should change the thingy-ma-jig.. just for her to literally change it to what i was trying to change it to after invading the shit out of my personal space for such a small reason. like bro.. i really wanna give an okay impression to people in the club but are u serious?????????😭😭😭 i feel like i might have realized i hated them even more than A did, because i quite literally had to pull A out into the hallway to rant after they pulled that bs. i wish i could just ask them to ban this person without it being seen as an abuse of power LOL.
i know i rambled a BUNCH here which isn't what i usually do but dear god i desperately needed to yap my ass off about it one more time.. shit was annoying af

☆ 2/14/25, 12:49 ☆

HELLLOOOOO CHAT !!! i have a few things here to recap so im gonna write it in a list.
- yesterday was my birthday !! i got a lot of shit (money, clothes etc) and i also got to go back to this italian restaurant that I was begging to go to for soooooooo long.

i forgot.

☆ 2/1/25, 5:17 P.M. ☆

i havent checked back into this thing for a loonnng time.. llegit lost my neocities password because google keeps signing me out of shit LOL. also i found out i used my throwaway email to make this account which is annoying of me, but i have a passkey saved for it so ehhh whatever.

anyways.. my birthday is coming in twelve days !!!!!!!!!! im so very excited omfg. i'm kind of mad that it's on a thursday this yr though because i can't brag about it being on friday the thirteenth.

another thing thats happening is my newfound obsession with digicam apps. my favorites have to be fomz and oldreel !! fomz is better because its mostly free but i also really like oldreel for the vhs camera effect (its so fucking good im deadass obsessed with it LMFAO) im gonna post pics below.

oldreel:

fomz:
ignore how i was literally looking up the app as i was taking the photo. had to take a picture super quick bcs i only had one minute of screen time. shits annoying but whateva

☆12/28/24, 12:21 ☆

hiiiiiiii everyone (or whoever's reading this) !!!! i've been feeling so fuzzy today. i don't want to specify why yet but i'm just so so so sooo jolly !!!!! ♡(｡- ω -)

☆12/26/24, 12:49 ☆

good morning chat... i've been having a good day so far but something is irking me a lot right now. ive been sitting on my computer for about two hours or so, then at some moment i get a small glimpse of my hand and i find out that one of my nails is bright green.. i looked it up and apparently the issue was moisture getting caught under my nails, and igs it started up because i had a gel overlay and one of the corners got knipped off + the addition of me washing my hands constantly. a corner of this same nail breaking has happened to me before but my it has never EVER turned fucking green ?????????????? i guess the bacteria got tired of cutting me slack because wtf dude.

i've already let my mom know about this, and i'm hoping that she doesn't hastle over it too much. she seems to already know the issue too so i'm sure it won't be too bad. or at least i'm hoping.
o(╥﹏╥)o

☆12/25/24, 2:48 P.M.☆

it's christmas today, but feels super regular to me because i went christmas shopping with my mom two weeks before and already got to use most of my items. my birthday is coming soon (feb 13th) so i thought it wouldve been easier to keep the other stuff i want for a more sentimental day ^_^

☆12/24/24, 9:21 P.M.☆
dear diary..

today i caught my man chopping bare tings at dundass square. IS HE DAUMMM??