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☆ 10/5/25, 3:09 AM ☆
pics from japan
ok so its literally 3 am rn and im tired out of my head so im gonna upload like just a few pics and do the rest later hope u forgive me for my laziness
i also had a huge amount of melon fanta and i miss it sm please i need it in new york or everyone dies
☆ 9/26/25, 8:53 PM ☆
recap on my life yayy
k so im too lazy to write an introduction to this area, and i have a bit much to say about whats going on but like the first thing im gonna do is update on the things i wrote in the last entry.
first things first.. my trip to japan. omg. i fucking loved it and i actually miss it SOOO much. the flight there was actually extremely peaceful since there wasnt a bunch of people going & a lot of us had a full row to ourselves. plane food was actually pretty nice (better be since that fuckass flight was 14 hours) and i had a lot of fun sleeping under dark purple lights while listening to songs i loaded onto my 3ds #aesthetic
for like the actual trip part of the trip, i had so much fun it didn't even feel liek 10 days.. first night while walking around in shinjuku the first thing we did was go to don quijote and i thugged it pretty well, however it was pretty overstimulating like people some people say. different music playing in different sections while also constantly hearing "don don don donki" in the background is not that great but ig i got the full expeirence. im not fully sure what i did the next day? i dont have my phone rn so i cant really grab any photos but like we basically did a bunch of touristy stuff bcs yk we were fucking tourists. the only things i do remember heavily r takeshita street, akihabara (specifically because of being able to find bandori merch aka something i cant find in nyc), and riding the shinkansen but not being able to see mt fuji because it was cloudy. and see i would be less pissed abt this if it wasn't only cloudy in that fuckass area. 😭 like i legit have photos from before getting around there and that shit was bright as day so idk what happened. either way the views on the train were fire so i didn't really mind that much teehee
im still writing in the same minute and i just remembered some big highlights, i also went to sanrio puroland & universal in osaka. sanrio puroland was SOOO CUTE. like everything about it i was in love with. i actually cannot believe that i got to experience the boatride and fairyland theater firsthand 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 like bro are u deadass 😭😭😭😭😭😭 getting into this entry im starting to feel like it wasnt even real, but it was and i feel so great about everything. the only problem i had was long waiting times & not being able to see the parade fully but thats okay. i still had a bunch of fun and even went to daiso for the first time after that. also tell me why japanese daiso is sm less expensive??? like i bought four things and all of them were 100 yen, meanwhile in new york the minimum price for items in daiso is $2.25. i mean it is new york but like bruh
for universal, i also had a lot of fun there too. we had vip tour passes for super nintendo world + express passes for other rides outside of that part, so everything went verrrryy smooth compared to puroland. the looks on people's faces when they saw the tour guide leading us down an alternate route was amazing and made having fast passes so worth it LMFAO. ik its selfish and all to say that but like once you get to that point you'll start to realize its true. also i really liked the 4d rides (harry potter & minions) plus this one restaurant that i think was meant to be inspired by vintage stuff in america.. i never got the name since i didnt care that much but the burger was so good. also on another note of food japanese mcdonalds & restaurants in general changed my life, they got me ultra addicted to melon fanta and ever since i left ive been praying to god that id somehow find it in a store or something. ive tried melon ramune but its absolutely not the same. makes me sick to my stomach knowing i wont get to see my precious melon soda ughhhh..
ummm i yapped so much abt my trip to japan i legit dont even think anyone would wanna read stuff about my normal life after that. i could have wrote an A++ essay with the amount of words i have in this holy shit
☆ 7/18/25, 6:33 PM ☆
having fun with myself / random
once again i haven't updated this website in like thirty years..
so far the past three months have been really nice for me. i FINALLY graduated from therapy after 3 years, im with the love of my life, it's summer, and ontop of all of this i'm going to japan in late august !!! im so excited for it but scared because the flight is gonna be so long.. i remember whenever i went to georgia i was fully convinced that it was 5 hours when in reality it was only three. if my mind is twisting my perception of time that much on a THREE HOUR flight then imagine how it's gonna be for 14 hours. i think i'm gonna have to start taking melatonin or not go to sleep on the night of the flight because thats absolutely absotutely insanity.
also since i wrote about redoing my index in the last entry i wanted to mention that (as if you didnt notice LOL) i actually ended up doing it. took me like two weeks to finish and i would say that it was mostly because i was having problems with backgrounds and figuring out what to put in each container. i actually wanna change the font colors and other things slightly on there to make them match better but idk how to make them match while also keeping the readability.. like what colors would go with a pink bg besides pink or white??? using either of them would make it a shit experience esp because i also wear glasses so idkk ughhghfbdvshj.
there's more things i wanna say but first of all ive been thinking about this specific thing for a while. i know my way around a few things and yet i still have no idea what kind of thing i should start commissions with. i was thinking about doing art and photoshop related shit because those are my extreme strong suites but idkkkkk. like i continuously procrastinate on things so i feel like unless i get past that issue i won't be able to do anything LOL.
anyways i'm getting kinda bored of writing about random bullshit right now, i'll probably come back to this later on.
☆ 4/19/25, 8:11 PM ☆
updating on my life !!
hello !! i haven't updated this site in a gajillion years, and i just remembered how fun coding this was. i have the huge urge to remake my entire index by itself just because i feel like the current index is so effing ugly.. but im way too lazy to do it since my site has overlays and stuff like that. how annoying..
anyways, the last two months have been pretty interesting. i actually have a few things to talk about unlike the time i forgot in the last entry.
- ive recently gained a huge fixation earlier this month, which is sims 4. ive been playing for like two ish weeks and i have 100 hours, which im praying isn't bad enough to make me look like a basement dweller LMFAO
- ive made a new friend, and we're already super close. we were mutuals for a few months already but what led us to become real friends was i am music (which was fucking buns by the way) and ever since then we've been talking pretty much all day everyday. i think this guy is really cool and i pray to god that nothing will ever make us fall out
now for a story about something this month that i didn't like..
for a bit of background information i'm in this club at school that's led by one of my closest friends, let's call them person A. ive been going there since the second club meeting and even though i'm not officially club staff i still like to help out a lot.
now.. fast forward to like two weeks ago, i was in the club with a bunch of my other friends, and around one to two people i didn't know. one of those people was a person that A didn't like at ALL for very personal reasons and afaik they've never been to the club up until like february or march i think? but anyways i already knew this person was shit but i decided to try and put my distaste towards them to the side in order to keep negative tension away from our club activities.. which if anything i shouldnt have because this person was being so fucking hostile towards me the entire time, disguising genuine insults as "jokes" and constantly calling me greedy. i wouldnt have minded this if they were my friend, but keep in mind i do not fucking know this person personally so i could very much tell that they weren't actually joking. then the most annoying part came around during the last time i was in club, when i suggested (and have been suggesting for the longest time) that we should ask the teacher who used the same classroom for access to the smart tv in order to play music, watch movies, etc. which is what we ended up doing. like 10 mins into the youtube video we were watching i decided to ask my friends if they wanted to listen to a song that most of us knew, and pretty much all of them agreed so i walked up to the computer to switch to the song. next thing i know the dumbass bitch who was irking me earlier comes back from the bathroom, sees me trying to change it, tries to lecture me on "not playing inappropriate stuff" (the fucking song was popipo btw, yes basic but bare with me) and literally grabs me to pull me away while i'm trying to explain to them that i'm not trying to do anything inappropriate + everyone agreed that i should change the thingy-ma-jig.. just for her to literally change it to what i was trying to change it to after invading the shit out of my personal space for such a small reason. like bro.. i really wanna give an okay impression to people in the club but are u serious?????????😭😭😭 i feel like i might have realized i hated them even more than A did, because i quite literally had to pull A out into the hallway to rant after they pulled that bs. i wish i could just ask them to ban this person without it being seen as an abuse of power LOL.
i know i rambled a BUNCH here which isn't what i usually do but dear god i desperately needed to yap my ass off about it one more time.. shit was annoying af
☆ 2/14/25, 12:49 ☆
birthday recap..
HELLLOOOOO CHAT !!! i have a few things here to recap so im gonna write it in a list.
- yesterday was my birthday !! i got a lot of shit (money, clothes etc) and i also got to go back to this italian restaurant that I was begging to go to for soooooooo long.
i forgot.
☆ 2/1/25, 5:17 P.M. ☆
countdown / photo showcase
i havent checked back into this thing for a loonnng time.. llegit lost my neocities password because google keeps signing me out of shit LOL. also i found out i used my throwaway email to make this account which is annoying of me, but i have a passkey saved for it so ehhh whatever.
anyways.. my birthday is coming in twelve days !!!!!!!!!! im so very excited omfg. i'm kind of mad that it's on a thursday this yr though because i can't brag about it being on friday the thirteenth. 
another thing thats happening is my newfound obsession with digicam apps. my favorites have to be fomz and oldreel !! fomz is better because its mostly free but i also really like oldreel for the vhs camera effect (its so fucking good im deadass obsessed with it LMFAO) im gonna post pics below.
oldreel:
fomz:
ignore how i was literally looking up the app as i was taking the photo. had to take a picture super quick bcs i only had one minute of screen time. shits annoying but whateva
☆12/28/24, 12:21 ☆
happy day
hiiiiiiii everyone (or whoever's reading this) !!!! i've been feeling so fuzzy today. i don't want to specify why yet but i'm just so so so sooo jolly !!!!! ♡(｡- ω -)
☆12/26/24, 12:49 ☆
my unfortunate nail "tragedy"
good morning chat... i've been having a good day so far but something is irking me a lot right now. ive been sitting on my computer for about two hours or so, then at some moment i get a small glimpse of my hand and i find out that one of my nails is bright green.. i looked it up and apparently the issue was moisture getting caught under my nails, and igs it started up because i had a gel overlay and one of the corners got knipped off + the addition of me washing my hands constantly. a corner of this same nail breaking has happened to me before but my it has never EVER turned fucking green ?????????????? i guess the bacteria got tired of cutting me slack because wtf dude.
i've already let my mom know about this, and i'm hoping that she doesn't hastle over it too much. she seems to already know the issue too so i'm sure it won't be too bad. or at least i'm hoping.
o(╥﹏╥)o
☆12/25/24, 2:48 P.M.☆
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
it's christmas today, but feels super regular to me because i went christmas shopping with my mom two weeks before and already got to use most of my items. my birthday is coming soon (feb 13th) so i thought it wouldve been easier to keep the other stuff i want for a more sentimental day ^_^
☆12/24/24, 9:21 P.M.☆
toronto shordie
dear diary..
today i caught my man chopping bare tings at dundass square. IS HE DAUMMM??
